I am feeling so bored studying now.I am so distracted by my laptop can't help it must view something , i need to concentrate so later can play hon.
I had been searching for a purpose in life for 2 years already and i still can't find one,i had been asking myself every night before i sleep wad is my purpose in life? I just am not talented in anything.I wish i was born gifted or something
I have zero talent in gaming play dota or hon also same people play 1 month = i play 1 year of experience.
I also dun have much talent at pool or billiard i am just good but i have seen other's who are even better like they only take one try to get perfect stroke and i nid about 6-10 tried so you can see the difference i am not cut out to be billiard player which is my dream.
I also sucks at studying, i studied so hard with so much effort and time put in and still get fucking grades while other's just play and still can get good grade, so why study?
Dun worry i not emoing or anything just thinking, maybe the best think about me is i am never sad and always positive thinker because i always believe "life goes on".
